Love Ramblings...

Love is a search
A wheel.. a line..
The open road
the steep incline
Things speeding by
the final turn in view
Next: Something disastrous
Overwhelming, New..!

They say- "Happiness is a state of mind” But if you have had your true love and lost it, then the rest is just settling isn’t it?

Que Sera Sera

Sometimes the most beautiful things happen to you when you least expect them to! I took a trip and it has proven to be the best time ever spent... Random stuff but I realized that I did everything that gets me extremely close to myself, my thoughts...! Met lots and lots of people from sooo many different parts of the world, different industries, lifestyles... It was brilliant.. Like I was sleeping all this while and the sun was trying hard to peep into my blanket! The blanket is off now.. I can see the sun.. I see things in a different light now...And it sure is beautiful...Makes me feel, Not everything you are obsessed with, is worth getting obsessed over!! People live their lives in soo many different ways, it makes me think what all I could have done! I am a sucker for stability in my life, to an extent that if i don't know what I have planned next for myself professionally or personally, it gets me miserable! I am returning to my city today, rejuvenated!! I now know that's its ok! That its fine to let go and not think of the future.. Its okie not knowing whats next sometimes.. Life still goes on and it pretty much ROCKS!! :D

Wishin n Hoping...

There's a place in the sun where all dreams come true...where my heart glows and eyes smile. Before my life is done, I will find this place.. This place where there's hope for everyone, joy in every heart.. Smilin faces looking at me lovingly..Love that's true! This world I know, is a facade but I believe that there is a miracle waiting to happen on just another ordinary day for me! Like an old dusty road, I get weary from the load...but I move on, my hope and dreams lead me... I believe!

A Few Of My Favorite Things...

Its been long since I wrote something here... I was thinking yesterday over a cup of coffee of all the beautiful things that make me wanna hope for another day in my life and penned down a few things that I truly love... Things that make me smile, no matter what...

- Rain splashing in the ocean
- The early morning Smell of Freshly Baked bread
- Daisies, Daffodils, Lilies and Larkspurs...
- Smell of Coffee Beans
- Dido's Voice after a stressful day
- Ocean waves lashing on the shore
- The smell of wet mud... n better still, playing with it!
- A child's bright, happy, curious and hopeful eyes
- A warm cozy 'I will always be there for you' hug
- Cold winter breeze on my face..
- Sun rising from a neverending sea
- Wild horses in the meadows..
- The feeling of sand grains on my bare feet
- Full moon nights..
- Sun peeping out of the dark clouds...
- Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
- and since this list is getting too long..the last one... the sound of heartbeat... the sound of life itself..

Life indeed is beautiful...

New Year Wishes!

New Year eve has a funny thing to it! Every new year I feel that this is going to be the most romantic night for me. I live this fantasy of meeting my man. I dream of kissing my man as the clock strikes 12 and marks the beginning of a new year, silently I pray that this is the start of a new world for me.

And as years pass my silent prayer goes unheard… As years pass all my fantasies end… No more Santa Clause, No more Mail Van wishes coming true, No more Joy Birds, No more new year Prince! Its sad to have all this crash down.

But, this time around I learnt something new. I learnt that while all these dreams and fantasies don’t come true, God does send me my angels, not just on the eve but all year round, Disguised Angels! These are people I meet and want to meet everyday! People who make me smile on days I decide not to! This year end I am not going to wait for a prince to come kiss me, rather I am going to wait for that frog to come make me smile and give me all the joy I deserve. The frog I choose to ignore every year! My real angel! Totally God sent!

You don’t get to choose your angels, they are simply God sent customized to your needs!