Saturday, November 1, 2008

My Life's Melodies...


I always have a song on my mind.. n like always..!! There’s good to it.. I like humming it over n over again.. a happy day gives me a happy song n so does a angry frustrating day… the problem comes when I associate songs with people… n believe me I do it! I actually have songs for people… songs that remind me of moments with them.. random moments… precious moments... moments of laughter...moments of pain...even moments of anger! Today I sit and think that I am probably not doing justice to my music. People come n go and in my life this happens very often (Don’t start blaming me for it now!) So when people walk away so do their songs.. Somehow I can never listen to those songs again, they always remind me of those moments and that causes so much pain that I’d rather not listen to the song… My I tunes playlist is like my life playing… With each song there’s a different chapter of my life unfolding…Chapters I have sometimes felt like erasing! You delete the song, block the person away.. But what do you do with memories? What do you do with this heart that still wants to hum the same song over n over again… Won’t people ever understand, by leaving me alone they take my melodies away… they take pieces of my life away…

6 comments:

mayz said...

ah i like dat...such small eccentricities make ppl fall in love wid u :)

i normally associate roads wid ppl...its weird...its smthn like

m a road n so is everyone else...we meet at a crossing...run parallel...smtimes meet several times...smtimes circle each other...mayb i picked this from "life is a pth" thingy :)

Anonymous said...

I associate songs with people too. Whenever they leave, the songs have to go as well, otherwise they just make me cry. People come and people go, you can't make everyone stay. I like to think that atleast the memories which they gave me were happy, so what if everything fell through :)

mystique said...

well its true, people come and go...... but sooner or later if u go back to d songs that u deleted, u will not feel d pain.... u will just enjoys d song, its tune and not think of the memories it gave u at all (atleast d part where u got hurt!)
because slowly d hurt fades away.... time heals big time!!!!

so go on listen to d songs again, they did no harm :) keep smilin'

Thinking Soul... said...

@ Mayz... People with roads..hmmm... Yes the "meetin people on crossroads and parting ways" seems appropriate! Its funny how parallel roads are so near yet so far... They never meet!

Thinking Soul... said...

@ Anonymous... Thanks so much for droppin in...Yes the memories are happy, somethings I can cherish and smile at sometime later in life... :)

Thinking Soul... said...

@ Mystique... Time is the best healer I guess..I'll keep your advice in mind and atleast listen to one such song tonight! :)